love happens

while jared and jon worked on our computer i went to a movie with aubrey and shanna tonight. we saw love happens. i haven't had a movie affect me like this one did in a long time. it hit a little too close to home for me.

i don't know if it was the pain of the characters that hit me so hard or if it was the pain that i have seen other's have or if it was my own pain that i've experienced. probably a combination of all three. needless to say i found myself wishing i was at home where nobody could see me bawling like a baby through the whole movie.

"if i only had today" by hilary weeks was playing on the way home which didn't help. so i cried the whole way home. sometimes it's good to have a good cry, though. even if you don't really know why you are crying. when i got home i wanted to scoop up my baby and snuggle him but figured it probably wouldn't be a good idea to wake him.

now i'm off to edit some photos i took this afternoon. i should be going to bed but jared is still working on the computer and i have a hard time going to bed without the husband.

hope you're having a happy weekend!