"it's the hormones"

Three years ago when we were going through this process the first time the doctor told Jared to "be patient with your wife because she will be on a lot of hormones." When I was going through it then I would have told you that they didn't affect me and everything was great. However, looking back I can see that I may have been a bit confused because they did affect me. I will admit there were times when I was a bit crazy but at least I can blame it on the hormones.

So what about this time? Well, Sunday I went from being angry to laughing to crying within five minutes. I think we are in for another emotional roller coaster ride. You would think that me being aware of this will make it better but at the moment that the emotions take over it's really hard to step back and take control. It's amazing how fast my mood can change that sometimes I feel like I have no control over it. At least this time Jared and I are a little more aware and maybe can handle it a little better. I feel like I need one of those wood signs with vinyl lettering hanging in my living room that says "it's the hormones".

Today I started my estradiol (a form of estrogen) and continue to take my Lupron shots. The shots are not bad. Just like taking an insulin shot if you are diabetic. Apparently the lower part of your stomach has the least amount of nerves so that is where I do it. It is kind of weird sticking a needle into you and not feeling a thing. The first time is always the hardest but now it's easy peasy. And because this post needs a picture this is the needle I use for the Lupron.


Thanks for all of your support and encouraging words. It really does mean a lot to us. Tweny more days until the transfer!